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"jesus died a jew, you haters know its true"
-died a jew by say anything

ohk, well alot has gone down since my last post, let me catch you up. =]

I was sick friday,saturday,and sunday.
spending my weekend with a stuffed nose, sore throat, dizziness, and watery eyes
was not what i had pictured but, it's what was thrown at me.
conquering my sickness i spent monday catching up on homework
and battling the stupid chemistry paper on polymers.
bleck.
today i spent my day at the always classy university of minnesota in the magrath library reading about fashion.
after that, i came right home and went and got my hair done and now it's a beautiful rich dark brown with golden foils.
so...
that's what went down.

=]]]
now im off to drink some tea and read.

one/twentyfour/oh eight.

"they let us play with markers,
but i keep trying to draw infinity."
-the church channel by say anything

people from the past LOVE to come back and haunt you.
it's so funny the way they do, how after the fact whatever happened between you,
you have way more in common than you notice.
and its easier to talk to them.
i kind of like how that happens, it sticks your past right in your face and makes you acknowledge it.
helps you out, don't ever deny it.

ugh, for the past two days i've had sickness hover around me.
and today it struck.
leaving me sleeping all day, and drinking two jugs of cranberry juice.
now thankfully im feeling a shitload better and i'm even playing jetman.
=]]

one of my friends called me today, saying she missed me at school.
and how she walked the way she usually walks to see me and chat.
she was genuinely concerned and sad that i wasn't there.
i need to stop overlooking my most genuine friends...
their always the ones you leave to the side to concentrate on later,
taking advantage of the fact that they'll most likely always be there.

well, ask for the rest of the night i'll probably sip on some soup and read.
then tomorrow its off to fathers house, and dana's house to chill and play video games all night.
=]

bon soir mon ami's.
i hope everyone stays well.

numero uno

"with these four, four feet i would die for you"
-stop this song [lovesick melody] by paramore

eh, a bit dramatic for my first blog but who cares.

anyways,
lately i've been super stressed about the whole senior year/college application/college selecting.
it's so daunting.
the idea of leaving the public school system forever basically, is really depressing.
i fckn grew up in that shit.
ohwell, junior year is basically halfway over,
and i have nothing really to show for it besides another year.

playing some kimya dawson and all time low on guitar sums up my night tonight.
and doing ridiculous word problems for math.
=]
and sippin on some good earth tea.
pretty chill night.